Internet Impressions.
Since I've killed the blog (already ailing) with my last post, it is my duty to revive it. But at the same time I have so very little to say, or at least nothing I want to mention at this point. So instead I'll talk about my new virtual fear, anxiety and object of loathing.
Facebook...
Yes, it's me being me again. I never grew out of my high school pessimism, it's in my character. However this high schoolness of which I speak has come flooding back as people ask to be my virtual friends over this virtual album that is, all in all, so heart-warming and such a good idea! You can keep in touch with anyone! What it brings to the forefront, however, is life's clinging irrelevance and the subsequent contingency of the relation of individuals to myself.
Anyway... it's not like I don't find a source of pleasure in seeing what old familiar faces are doing. It's just the shock treatment that comes from seeing these faces. It's the unfamiliar lives they lead, the complete separation. It's no longer removed by being heard from a friend of a friend. We don't actually have to talk to friends.
So.... I kind of changed settings, pressed buttons. I think I may have send out a lot of invitations to people I really don't need to send out invitations too. I was horrified. I was panicked. I logged off. I told people I went to bible camp with them. I claimed to be some woman's parent. I realized, this place is not for me....

All those impressions being made I'm leaving a post of another grad's art project. She made smocks for us and took pictures of us in our studios.... an institutional commentary. You'll get a sense of our insulated captivity.
3 Comments:
I can see your point. FaceBook's a little bit like a ten-year high school reunion that just goes on and on.
"Life's clinging irrelevance" is a bit much, though. Yes, life is random, and Facebook makes it blatantly apparent how many people go ping-ponging off each of us in the short span of our lives, often with little to show for it but vague recollections, and, now, maybe, a FaceBook link. Facebook also tends to emphasize the homogeneity of the lives of all these thousands of unknown people. Sum up your existence with a few locations, some hobbies, a couple checkboxes, and a relationship status! And If you've seen one set of intoxicated party pictures, you've seen them all... Okay, I'm coming around to your point of view. But I don't think it's really worth loathing, unless you want to loath life itself, which, for all its minor trivialities, still (arguable) has moments of inspiration, beauty and greatness. Facebook is a silly, vaguely narcissistic pastime, but hardly worth target of such ire.
Complaining that with Facebook we don't actually have to talk to friends is just an updated version of complaining about the supposed isolation induced by the internet. The same could be said for the telephone, email, instant messaging, etc. etc. Technology continually changes how people interact, but I don't think anyone ("normal") would claim it legitimately replaces real life. We still spend real time with the real people we care about. Perhaps this particular example replaces the "hearing about a long lost acquaintance through a friend through a friend" phenomenon, but for me personally that experience wasn't so emotionally enriching that I mind it being replaced by the press of a few buttons or a link on a silly news feed thingy.
My melodrama is convincing eh? I confess that I could barely stop the tears and my hands were trembling in technophobia-inspired spasms.
But good god man! Facebook! Facebook! I go over to someone's house. What are they doing? Checking out facebook! I come home. What is my room-mate doing? She's on facebook! I go to a party. People tell me to get onto facebook. I log on and see my picture from that same party and realize I look like an albino. Oh lord. And then Katie and Tamara are my friends and Tamara is wearing hipster hats and Katie lounges on a beach and some people I don't know are wearing party hats and Marla is hugging Tamara and I can't tell one person from another...
It's, quite frankly, overwhelming for my sensitive mind.
But no, I have no qualms in using technology. I just simply have no utopic aspirations for it. We just organized a conference and a lot of the papers presented were just enthusiastically idealistic to the point of naivete. Geeks with PhDs. When tagging is seen as utopic spatial intervention, then I'm ready to run.
Damn I sound like a grouch. I need emoticons. I'm so happy go lucky and I can't write with a bit of bounce to save my life.
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